You'll probably never know what I'm going through..
The pain, the regret of not knowing YOU
The fact that you left as a surprise was a shock
And the realization that it more be than I See To YOU
You might have some other plans
You wished to hide
And told me of a placatable story about your absence,
suitable for my anger to subside
How could I hear in your quiet chuckle what you held from me
How could I read in your Silent scrap what you didn't write
You wanted to disappear without a Trace
Probably choosing that busy moment to hide your unseen face
You had ambitions of a different kind
You were in control of mind .. both Your & mine
You told lies that You wouldn't now Go..
I believed Truths that I didn't know
I don't know the Tears shall fall how Long
But I'm surviving, Yes, because you said I'm Strong
I Do Smile.. See.. See that shining Sun!
Bailing out others from their darkness has become now fun
I sink myself into the ocean of the night
Rising Up each morning wid the Streaming in Light
Its like forgetting myself into the vast sky blue
Till I find no Liers.. Only a Love True.
