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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Seeking True Love

You'll probably never know what I'm going through..
The pain, the regret of not knowing YOU
The fact that you left as a surprise was a shock
And the realization that it more be than I See To YOU

You might have some other plans
You wished to hide
And told me of a placatable story about your absence,
suitable for my anger to subside

How could I hear in your quiet chuckle what you held from me
How could I read in your Silent scrap what you didn't write
You wanted to disappear without a Trace
Probably choosing that busy moment to hide your unseen face

You had ambitions of a different kind
You were in control of mind .. both Your & mine
You told lies that You wouldn't now Go..
I believed Truths that I didn't know

I don't know the Tears shall fall how Long
But I'm surviving, Yes, because you said I'm Strong
I Do Smile.. See.. See that shining Sun!
Bailing out others from their darkness has become now fun

I sink myself into the ocean of the night
Rising Up each morning wid the Streaming in Light
Its like forgetting myself into the vast sky blue
Till I find no Liers.. Only a Love True.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

IT HURTS!!

I KNOW IT HURTS
I KNOW HEART BREAKS
WHEN ONE DOES EVERYTHING
FOR SOMEONES SAKE!!
WHEN ONE DOES
WHATEVER IT TAKES!
TO BE WITH HIM
TO HELP HIM THROUGH
HIS GOOD AND BAD TIMES!
HIS HIGHS N LOWS!
HIS ENEMIES N FOES!

BUT THEN ONE DAY
HE TURNS BACK N SAYS
U HAVE JUST BEEN A PAIN
U HAVE TURNED MY LIFE INSANE!
U FEEL UR LIFE'S CUM TO AN END!
NEVER TO BE MEND!
HE SAYS HE STOPPED FEELING!
U SAY DOSE WORDS WERE KILLING!!

IT CAME OUT OF THE BLUE..
HE SAID HIS LOVE WAS NEVER TRUE
IT NEVER MEANT THAT WAY..
SAYING THIS HE WALKED AWAY..

DAYS HAVE PASSED
NIGHTS HAVE RUSHED
HE NEVER CAME BACK!
HE'S MOVED AHEAD
U STILL ARE WHERE U WERE
DOES ANYBODY CARE?!
UR HEART STILL STINGS
U STARE AROUND AT EVERYTHING
ITS LOST ITS GLOW
HIS GIFT OF LOVE WAS A LIE
AND THAT MAKES U CRY!


U LOVED HIM WITH ALL YOUR HEART..
HE REWARDED YOU BY BREAKING IT APART..
BUT U LIVE WITH YOUR HOPES HELD HIGH..
TIME WILL CHANGE AND AGAIN EVERYTHING WILL BE RIGHT!!