Seeking True Love

You'll probably never know what I'm going through..
The pain, the regret of not knowing YOU
The fact that you left as a surprise was a shock
And the realization that it more be than I See To YOU

You might have some other plans
You wished to hide
And told me of a placatable story about your absence,
suitable for my anger to subside

How could I hear in your quiet chuckle what you held from me
How could I read in your Silent scrap what you didn't write
You wanted to disappear without a Trace
Probably choosing that busy moment to hide your unseen face

You had ambitions of a different kind
You were in control of mind .. both Your & mine
You told lies that You wouldn't now Go..
I believed Truths that I didn't know

I don't know the Tears shall fall how Long
But I'm surviving, Yes, because you said I'm Strong
I Do Smile.. See.. See that shining Sun!
Bailing out others from their darkness has become now fun

I sink myself into the ocean of the night
Rising Up each morning wid the Streaming in Light
Its like forgetting myself into the vast sky blue
Till I find no Liers.. Only a Love True.

IT HURTS!!

I KNOW IT HURTS
I KNOW HEART BREAKS
WHEN ONE DOES EVERYTHING
FOR SOMEONES SAKE!!
WHEN ONE DOES
WHATEVER IT TAKES!
TO BE WITH HIM
TO HELP HIM THROUGH
HIS GOOD AND BAD TIMES!
HIS HIGHS N LOWS!
HIS ENEMIES N FOES!

BUT THEN ONE DAY
HE TURNS BACK N SAYS
U HAVE JUST BEEN A PAIN
U HAVE TURNED MY LIFE INSANE!
U FEEL UR LIFE'S CUM TO AN END!
NEVER TO BE MEND!
HE SAYS HE STOPPED FEELING!
U SAY DOSE WORDS WERE KILLING!!

IT CAME OUT OF THE BLUE..
HE SAID HIS LOVE WAS NEVER TRUE
IT NEVER MEANT THAT WAY..
SAYING THIS HE WALKED AWAY..

DAYS HAVE PASSED
NIGHTS HAVE RUSHED
HE NEVER CAME BACK!
HE'S MOVED AHEAD
U STILL ARE WHERE U WERE
DOES ANYBODY CARE?!
UR HEART STILL STINGS
U STARE AROUND AT EVERYTHING
ITS LOST ITS GLOW
HIS GIFT OF LOVE WAS A LIE
AND THAT MAKES U CRY!


U LOVED HIM WITH ALL YOUR HEART..
HE REWARDED YOU BY BREAKING IT APART..
BUT U LIVE WITH YOUR HOPES HELD HIGH..
TIME WILL CHANGE AND AGAIN EVERYTHING WILL BE RIGHT!!

Because of you..

Because of you,
my world is now whole.
because of you,
love resides now in my soul
because of you
i have laughter in my eyes
because of you
i m no longer afraid of goodbyes
you are my pillar
stone of my strength.
with me through all seasons
and great times of length
my love for you is pure
boundless through space and time
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you ll always be mine
at the altar i ll joyously say "i do"
for i have all of it now
and its because of you..!!

"OUR MOMENT"

i gazed in your eyes,
such beautiful blue.
my heart whispered to me,
and that's right when i knew
the waves had come crashing
time had stopped passing
my search was complete
i finally discovered
what i had known for all along
a mystery uncovered
that just couldn't be wrong
it wasn't the day we talked
nor the day we met
but i realized something
i ll never forget
with the stars shining brightly
from high up above
i had one word to describe it,
the word is LOVE
i know that my feeling for you is true
the man of my dreams
and my soul mate is you
i think of it every time
that i look at stars
this memory is mine but the moment was "OURS"

I LOVE YOU...

I love the way we finish each other's sentences. I love the way I know you'll never give up on me. I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on you. I love the way you look at me. I love how beautiful your eyes are. I love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life. I love the way if we were ever separated I wouldn't know how to go on. I love the way we cuddle and watch sunsets together. I love the way we sometimes stay up all night and just talk, then watch the sunrise together. I love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be. I love the fact that I will always be there for you too. I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you. I love how complete I feel when I am with you. I love how our bodies just fit together. I love the way you make me laugh. I love the way you laugh. I love the way you won't compromise yourself when we are together. I love the way you won't let me compromise myself. I love your thoughtfulness. I love your tenderness. I love your ability to speak without saying a single word. I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking. I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you're right here with me. I love the way you surprise me with the perfect gifts that show you pay attention to me. I love the way you'll watch a sporting game with me even though you may not be interested in it. I love the way you treat my friends. I love your love for the things that interest me. I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy. I love how you demand respect but are not controlling. I love how I would do anything in this world to make you happy. I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy. I love the way your voice sounds over the phone. I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet nothings in my ear. I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love. I love your sensuality. I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie. I love how you are my soul mate. I love the way you handle troubled times. I love the way you respect me. I love the way you protect and defend me. I love how you feel when we cuddle. I love the softness of your lips against mine. I love the softness of you lips against my body. I love the feeling of your hair brushing against me when we make love. I love laying in bed at night talking about nothing. I love waking up to find we've been cuddling together all night. I love the surprises you leave for me. I love your intelligence. I love your ingenuity. I love your ability to make friends where ever we go. I love your love for life. I love your passion for your hobbies and interests. I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away. I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life. I love the fact you gave me the gift of our children. I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I. I love spending the holidays with the one person I love the most. I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room. I love how you love me. I love how I love you. I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me. I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am. I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination. I love the way you make me feel like anything is possible as long as I'm with you. I love your sense of humor. I love the way you make me feel like royalty. I love the way you dress. I love your understated elegance. I love you just the way you are. I love your spontaneity. I love our life together. I love how if I died right now I would be the happiest person alive knowing I found my one true love. I love the fact that we will grow old together. I love your way with words. I love the way you look when your sleeping. I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you the most beautiful. I love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me. I love your strength of character. I love taking showers together. I love the way you leave me love notes to find whenever you're gone. I love the way you treat me. I love the way you take care of us. I love your cooking. I love the way you take the time to thank me for doing every day things. I love the way you show your affection when we are around friends and/or family. I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public. I love your confidence. I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough. I love the way we make up after a fight. I love how you treat our children. I love the way you support me when I'm off track. I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me. I love your beautiful hair. I love your body. I love your openness to try new things. I love your ability to talk things through. I love your courage to be you. I love your greatness. I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me. I love how I am and feel when I am with you! I love you for you!_________________

" I'm Everything ~Because You were there with me"

For all the times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful for you
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you were there with me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because you were there with me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining in my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
" I'm Everything ~Because You were there with me"

A FRIEND...

a friend so near
a friend so dear
a friend who takes away all my fears

a friend who cares
a friend who shares
a friend who makes me smile when i am in tears

a friend who listens to all my plights be it day or night
a friend for whom my days are so bright

a friend who is never irritated by my boring talks
a friend who will be with me in life's tough walks

a friend who asked me not to give up
a friend who showed me that life is all about hope

a friend who asked me to see all positive things
a friend who i ll cherish to be with be it summer,rain or spring

a friend with whom i can share all my sadness
a friend who in true sense is my pursuit of happiness

a friend who came into my life just like a miracle
a friend who was missing from my lifes jigsaw puzzle

my friend even if time and destiny do us apart
i promise you will always remain as the closest friend in my heart.............



lopa

thank you my friend......

From the darkening skies,tearing the clouds of despair and sadness...
you came like a ray of hope..
en lighting my world and giving me strength to cope..
your words filled me with courage and strength
your words taught me not to bend...
you made me laugh,you made me smile
you filled my life joys..
just like a beam of light removing all my dark nights..
so all i can do is thank you for being a great friend..
and please promise me that you will always remain with me till the very end!!!!!!